Holidays

A week of holidays, let's me sleep without worrying about school tomorrow, gotta make the most out of this one week of holidays.

Recent stuff

Recently, my head, mostly the interior of it, feels tired and worn out, perhaps it's because life is a boring pile of rolling shit. Everyday I go to school, stay there for 6 hours, come back, do whatever, sleep, rinse and repeat, it's damn depressing. I'm just worn out about life in and out, now I know why some people commit suicide, it's life, the world, it's all based around greedy rich people and their oil economy now, even going so far as to fight wars and risk lives for this black liquid instead of turning around and say to everyone "hey, let's try to develop something else to run our bloody world on." which is what Barack Obama is doing, he's a good man. I'm sure that there is surely something else we can utilize other than oil for energy, look around us, there is much to be used for energy, heat, gravity, water, etc. ! And I am also sure that with sufficient motivation and funding we can even obtain energy from the gravitational pull of the planet earth itself! Space isn't just going to rain tiberium on us all of a sudden like in motherfucking Command & Conquer for us to mine and utilize, nothing comes on a silver platter, even if it does, I'm sure it comes with a side dish of camel shit. Anywho, I'm looking for a working PS2 with Ace Combat 4, 5 and Zero since it's the only series I can hold on to just to keep my going in life, the soundtrack is awesome, the game itself is awesome albeit the reused concept in nearly all of the games.

School

I'm starting to get sick and tired of this aspect of my life, school, every weekday I am forced to wake up at the most unsuitable fucking time to march my ass to school and sit there for 6~ hours with the morons of society and for what? Part of me just wants to break down, cry and throw a tantrum to not go to school, another part of me thinks the only reasonable thing to do is to sit around McDonalds for 6~ hours as school goes. My dad isn't really even helping either. I'm getting really pissed recently and school just isn't helping.

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I guess I'm not used to praise, everytime someone praises me, purely just praises me, I feel very confused and my chest will feel warm, it just happens. Anyway, my father is pretty unreasonable, we've already stated that I'd get $30 to spend on the internet per month already but I decided to spend it on a different thing this month but no, my father has to be the record player obsessed son of a gun arguing about sound quality, now, I have a coupon to increase the things I bought by 10% only available for 2 weeks and half a week has already passed since I got this coupon, it's just fucking unreasonable because he spends money on ringtones for people calling him. Personally, I found the songs really fucking awkward, I'm better off with the normal ring-ring. My head hurts like a fucking bitch from this matter, it almost makes me want to kill him for his insurance money, if he even has any from his record/vinyl obsession. There's no such thing as a nice awakening in this fucking house anymore during weekends because everytime I wake up, my father would be playing some old '70s music with the bass at max or someshit and it echoes in my head endlessly when I wake up, making me have a fucking searing headache everyday I wake the fuck up and I can't sleep early because of the same fucking reason. This shit is driving me insane, I sincerely hope that his record player blows the fuck up in his face soon because it's really starting to get on my fucking nerves.

A puff of fire.

My life's rather uneventful, I guess it's a part of realizing the world. I'm about to go out and catch Hancock with dad so I'll blog on that when I'm back and if I'm not dropdead tired.

Blogger's block?

I can't really come up with anything to talk about but I'll just sum it up, I got Condemned 2 and Grand Theft Auto 4 over the now-past-holidays along with Bad Company not too long after holidays, good games but I can't be arsed to elaborate on their hits and misses right now.

Looking to purchase a certain pair of gloves

As the title suggests, I'm looking for a pair of gloves that are long enough to cover slightly above one's elbows made from a clean thin material that doesn't shine(e.g nylon) and coloured black without any patterns, not covering one's thumbs is a plus. I already found a perfect pair of these on the internet but I'm looking for one I can buy locally in Singapore. Hit me with an email on my yahoo email.